selalu dihatiku

in His name, the All-Knowing, the All-Hearing.

why is it that the heart still yearns,
for your non-existence love?

maybe one day,
He will utter for it to be,
and become it will.

until then,
let the silent prayers be,
the blanket to the heart that shvvers,
for the warmth of your love.
let the Sun,
light the Faces on the earth,
let the million stars shine with the moon,
to show of the Greatness of what became to be.




















"He has divided His mercy from His creation into 100 parts. A part of this mercy has been bestowed upon this world, and the rest of the 99 parts have been reserved for the Day of Judgement." (Bukhari)

subaidah #9

i love you.
did you know that?
do you know that?

...what is this feeling?
must there be distant,
and silence,
to know of that love?

promise me,
that you knew i love you,
that you know i love.

delivery from afar

in His name, most Gracious, most Beneficient.
&& peace be upon you.

at one point in my life, everything seemed so far from touch.
what can only be seen on computer screen,
through the brilliant ideas of geniuses who invented skype,
what can only be heard through the speakers of the little black device,
it was more than enough.
but it was the feel of those things that kept me reaching,
yet, nothing to be felt.
until, a part of my heart is in the same time zone as me.
it was not enough,
but it was more than i could ever ask for at this point.
all praise be due to Him.

opah bangi's famous pineapple tart :)

hihihi. my maggi stock, hopefully last until May.

ibu wants me to eat healthy also

from Cheras, thanks bro!

more spices

thank goodness bro didn't eat it!

top picked by ayah and momo. and bottom is memories.

once more

dear heart.
be strong yea? 
i know, i can feel your pain, 
but this is no time to give in.
just go with the flow,
and you'll be at the top of the world again.


The heart has its reason which reason knows nothing of. (Pascal)

of one stranger

in His name, the All-Knowing, the All-Aware

without a doubt,
there's a place in her heart,
that beats just for you, dear stranger.

for everyday the sun rises,
for everyday the sun sets,
she whisper her desires to be beside you, dear stranger.

if time is what separates,
let love be closer than ever.
if distance is what stops,
let sincerity move along the path.

"He will not take you to task for that which is unintentional in your oaths. But He will take you to task for that which your hearts have garnered." (1:225)

say wha?!

in His name most Gracious, most Beneficent.

put your thinking cap on,
sew your eyes open,
because nights may no longer exists,
kiss your bed a goodbye,
wave the sofa hello,
because comfort will become a distraction.

organic chemistry quiz #1 and health psychology exam #1
... in His name, i seek Guidance, Knowledge, and Wisdom.















للَّهُمَّ إِنِّي أَسْأَلُكَ عِلْمًا نَافِعًا , وَ رِزْقًا طَيَّبًا , وَ عَمَلاً مُتَقَبَّلاً

O Allah! I ask You for knowledge that is of benefit, a good provision and deeds that will be accepted. (Ibn Majah)

fall 2011

before senioritis kicks in, i had to figure something out to make sure i don't fall short of such an illness.
and this is the best i could come up with at the time...

when you are dream-oriented,
you become goal-oriented,
&& my dream is to become goal-oriented.

God willing... it's going to be a challenging semester

amii's and walid's voice on paper

and this is the summary of my life this semester

subaidah #8

the heart was once ignited with that tender loving care,
then in just a tick of the clock,
it was extinguished,
never to see even the reminensce of the smoke,
what will it take to spark the heart again...