physiology exam #1

in His name, the All-Knowing, the Sustainer of All. 

my love for them six,
my longing for them six,
is bigger than the ocean that parts us.

life with Love

the beauty of life is nonexistence without the presences of Love.
in the simplest of things,
we begin to appreciate,
whether it is rice on the plate in front of you,
water dripping from the sky above,
essences of the morning mist and the sensation of the sun when it touches the skin,
the breeze of night time,
of the presence of the person in front of you,
voices that comforts you,
the intelligence of a stranger who brings nighttime and daytime together.
 indeed, the beauty of life is just nonexistence without the presences of Love.
and she has come to realize that being a thousand and one miles apart from,

the six that life is worth living for,
the six that keeps her going,
it is Love that hears of the words spoken while she sleeps,
the prayers that is uttered while she studies,
the praise she recites in the beautiful stumble blocks of life.

-in peace&with Love-

358

in His name, most Merciful, most Beneficient.

it's been awhile since i've written, almost a week to be exact.
but that doesn't mean that words are not constantly written in my mind,
or even with certain words, being etched in my heart.
seven days that have passed, but the fact,
it remains, time needs to rewind,
and replay all the memories, from the start,
until the day he left me with only memories,
to keep me going for the next,
three hundred and fifty eights days.

natural

did i tell you how much i love you today?
should i write it in the rain puddle?
or do you prefer that i carve in on the trees down the streets?
or maybe you saw it in the shapes of the clouds...

“Your task is not to seek for love, but merely to seek and find all the barriers within yourself that you have built against it.” (Rumi)

him

in His name, most Gracious, most Merciful.


  i call him loves. because he is a gift and a test from the One Above to love and cherish.

for what is love, in the absence of prayers and faith.
as the sun set, she prays that it was him, is him, and will always be him.

subaidah no.3

in His name, the All-Mighty, the Sustainer of All.

today, i passed you by,
noticing that you have come to entertain another beautiful one,
the aura of your love,
i wish was still awaiting my presence.
today, i passed you by,
realizing that it's time for me to leave,
once and for all.
may the beautiful one bring you happiness,
color the ways you arrange your life,
brightens your day from daytime to nighttime.
today, i passed you by,
leaving behind all the memories,
only in hope that it will not follow my shadow.
today, i pass you by,
wishing you peace and goodbye.

Madison, Wisconsin - Midwest, 2011


fi'amanillah.