"mean what you say and say what you mean"

it's also and even more so about the actions than of the words.

thank you, ibu for your reminder.

fi'amanillah.

His Contentment

you is all she wants,
you is what she needs,
your touch,
your smell,
your prayers, your love.
for are you in tranquility,
with her,
with His contentment?

she wants you to want her,

she needs you to need her,

her touch, her smell,

her prayers, her love,

for she wants to be in tranquility,

with you,

with His contentment.

"And of His signs is that He created for you from yourselves mates that you may find tranquillity in them; and He placed between you affection and mercy. Indeed in that are signs for a people who give thought." (Al-Quran 30:21)

truth

...it doesn't hide nor conceals itself.

"O Allah! There is nothing easy except what You make easy, 

and You make the difficult easy if it be Your Will."

time-out

in His name, all-Knowing, most Beneficent.

this week.
one 5-page paper on Burdah analysis.
genetics exam
statistics exam.
psychological brain and science exam.

but time and distance is a challenge that can be conquered. that's just a fact of love.

"Happiness is not the absence of problems from one's life, but the capability to deal with those problems and enjoy the blessings one has." -Yasir Qadhi

Home -Michael Bubble

another winter day has come,

and gone away,

in even Paris and Rome,

and i wanna go home,

let me go home.

and i'm surrounded by,

a million people i,

still feel all alone,

oh, let me go home,

oh, i miss you, you know.

O'Hare Airport, Chicago -July 20

nothing-ness

you wanted honesty,
when i gave you honesty,
you find fault in every bit of it,
so now tell me,
what am i suppose to do?
what do you want?

because my love seems to mean nothing to you.

silence

in His name, the All-Knowing, the All-Mighty.

a silent smile is a screaming heart.
for if Love could fix this,
let it be today,
for tomorrow it may persists.

Allah says in a Hadith Qudsi, "When a believer takes one step towards me, I take ten towards him. When a believer walks towards me, I come running."